The middle of the week is here! This blog will probably get done before my bathroom does, but just know, it was a VERY happy moment when the bathroom was finished lol.
Today we woke up and headed out early to meet some friends from church for breakfast. It was really nice and the boys pretty much behaved. There were lots of little ones there and it was nice to chat and see how cute everyone's babies were!
After breakfast, we headed to the doctor for another X-ray. I am sad to say that this blog will end without anyone ever knowing if my arm really did heal or not. It IS healing, but it isn't HEALED and for that I am so thankful and happy to share that happy moment. But I am constantly filled with dread because until I hear that it is OVER, that this arm is HEALED, I can never really feel like I can move on from this. Now, people get really excited for me when they hear my arm is healing and that brings so much joy to my life. But I hope people understand that I have lived with this for 15 months now and the ONLY thing that is going to have me TRULY filled with joy and make me believe it is over is when the doctor SAYS it is OVER and that my arm is whole once more. Until then, I feel like I am floating through life, waiting for the lightening bolt to shoot down from above and rip my arm in half again. I hate feeling scared all of the time! I don't like feeling weary and uncertain, but I am pretty sure ANYONE who had their arm in HALF for over a year would want to hear that it is OVER before doing a celebratory dance lol.
So after the doctor I talked and texted family members. It was nice to hear people so joyful and happy! We played with Ginger for a while and then headed to lunch with my mom. Then we did some shopping at Target...well, I think we all know how shopping at Target goes lol. We went in to buy a few things and came out with a basket full of items! Hey, we NEEDED the paper towels and the groceries, and the school supplies, and the lunchables!
After Target, it was time to head home, unload, and head to work. Work was good and it kept me busy and happy. Joel went off to spend the night at my parent's house so it was just the three of us. David wasn't feeling so well, so Connor and I ordered Pizza Hut and had a little dinner just the two of us. It was really cute. I LOVE watching toddlers eat pizza. There is something so simple and SO funny how they always flip it upside down and take big bites. He was so serious when he chewed too!
Well, here I am ready for tomorrow! Below I will post the most recent pic of my arm. Feel free and send the happy moments you had looking at it my way! It always brings joy to my heart to hear that people were praying for me and sending me good thoughts. I appreciate it OH SO MUCH! Have a great night all and catch me tomorrow for day 358!
Today we woke up and headed out early to meet some friends from church for breakfast. It was really nice and the boys pretty much behaved. There were lots of little ones there and it was nice to chat and see how cute everyone's babies were!
After breakfast, we headed to the doctor for another X-ray. I am sad to say that this blog will end without anyone ever knowing if my arm really did heal or not. It IS healing, but it isn't HEALED and for that I am so thankful and happy to share that happy moment. But I am constantly filled with dread because until I hear that it is OVER, that this arm is HEALED, I can never really feel like I can move on from this. Now, people get really excited for me when they hear my arm is healing and that brings so much joy to my life. But I hope people understand that I have lived with this for 15 months now and the ONLY thing that is going to have me TRULY filled with joy and make me believe it is over is when the doctor SAYS it is OVER and that my arm is whole once more. Until then, I feel like I am floating through life, waiting for the lightening bolt to shoot down from above and rip my arm in half again. I hate feeling scared all of the time! I don't like feeling weary and uncertain, but I am pretty sure ANYONE who had their arm in HALF for over a year would want to hear that it is OVER before doing a celebratory dance lol.
So after the doctor I talked and texted family members. It was nice to hear people so joyful and happy! We played with Ginger for a while and then headed to lunch with my mom. Then we did some shopping at Target...well, I think we all know how shopping at Target goes lol. We went in to buy a few things and came out with a basket full of items! Hey, we NEEDED the paper towels and the groceries, and the school supplies, and the lunchables!
After Target, it was time to head home, unload, and head to work. Work was good and it kept me busy and happy. Joel went off to spend the night at my parent's house so it was just the three of us. David wasn't feeling so well, so Connor and I ordered Pizza Hut and had a little dinner just the two of us. It was really cute. I LOVE watching toddlers eat pizza. There is something so simple and SO funny how they always flip it upside down and take big bites. He was so serious when he chewed too!
Well, here I am ready for tomorrow! Below I will post the most recent pic of my arm. Feel free and send the happy moments you had looking at it my way! It always brings joy to my heart to hear that people were praying for me and sending me good thoughts. I appreciate it OH SO MUCH! Have a great night all and catch me tomorrow for day 358!
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