Day 154

Time to blog and then hit the bathtub with a tablet and some Gilmore Girls...it has been that kind of day.  Just a busy day with lots to get done, little time to do it, and lots of bad news...but that is NOT what this blog is about...through it all, there were happy moments, and it is here that I can write them down and hold onto them with both hands through these very very very difficult times.  Ok, just a quick sidenote of it all a) Joel possibly has some weird staff infection or who knows what b) ZERO progression in my X-ray today c) got a phone call that I have been waiting for since September, our court case is beginning and I am aloud to talk to the judge before he makes his sentencing and give a victim's statement...yes I WILL be doing that...and that is all I can say to those of you who know what that's about.

So happy moments:

Lunch with the boys was great!  I enjoyed some soup and they got sandwiches.  We had a nice time talking and eating and watching the rain pour down outside.  Very metaphor day today lol
We had a great family dinner tonight and then after we did a nice Family Home Evening lesson on the Book of Mormon and God's love for us.  It was nice to have the boys quiet, Connor snuggled on my lap while I gave the lesson, and FEEL God's love as we sat around our dinner table as one happy family.
-I had a pretty good work day.  One of the itty bitty kiddos waved and gave me a HUGE smile and said "Bye Bye" it made his mom tear up and reminded me WHY I love doing what I do so much....happy!
-Well thus ends my monday.  Physical therapy tomorrow and hopefully some peaceful happy rolling moments headed my way.  I felt really alone today, and I know I am not...I can see the green patches of those who read my blog and I feel loved.  Thank you for stopping by the happy challenge as it WAS a challenge today, but I did it!