Today is over! I made it! Happy!
Got up this morning and headed out to Physical Therapy...I like physical therapy! It makes my arm feel better AND when I am flaring in the morning it helps me loosen up for the day...all good things!
I had a babysitter today so I took advantage of my boy-free time and headed to the mall for some retail therapy. Not sure if I was HAPPY shopping or not, but I like what I got. Emotional shopping...I don't gain weight from it AND I am already walking it off by just DOING it lol.
We had a nice family dinner at home (now, when I say NICE, don't picture some Leave it to Beaver moment) my version of a NICE family dinner is mommy not having to scream for the thousandth time "JUST EAT IT!" No negotiations on how many MORE bites it will take before the table can be vacated, and absolutely NO "but I don't LIKE this!" tonight...so NICE dinner moment.
I got to watch one of my favorite shows after the kiddos were in bed and drink some chamomile tea as well. I am ready to head to bed and try as hard as I can to get away from yesterday. Many things are still looming, but it helps to have prayers said for me and it helped to take some "me" time today to clear my head and try to push past the depression. I am really alone in both situations. David can be with me part of the way, but it is my arm and I am the mom. Hopefully my arm will heal, and with the other situation, well...no good is ever going to come from it. Lives will be destroyed and all I can hope for are consequences to actions made. Doesn't sound very happy, but maybe when this whole thing is OVER, we can feel some peace and not have it brought up every few weeks with a phone call :-) Thanks for reading....happy Tuesday all.
Got up this morning and headed out to Physical Therapy...I like physical therapy! It makes my arm feel better AND when I am flaring in the morning it helps me loosen up for the day...all good things!
I had a babysitter today so I took advantage of my boy-free time and headed to the mall for some retail therapy. Not sure if I was HAPPY shopping or not, but I like what I got. Emotional shopping...I don't gain weight from it AND I am already walking it off by just DOING it lol.
We had a nice family dinner at home (now, when I say NICE, don't picture some Leave it to Beaver moment) my version of a NICE family dinner is mommy not having to scream for the thousandth time "JUST EAT IT!" No negotiations on how many MORE bites it will take before the table can be vacated, and absolutely NO "but I don't LIKE this!" tonight...so NICE dinner moment.
I got to watch one of my favorite shows after the kiddos were in bed and drink some chamomile tea as well. I am ready to head to bed and try as hard as I can to get away from yesterday. Many things are still looming, but it helps to have prayers said for me and it helped to take some "me" time today to clear my head and try to push past the depression. I am really alone in both situations. David can be with me part of the way, but it is my arm and I am the mom. Hopefully my arm will heal, and with the other situation, well...no good is ever going to come from it. Lives will be destroyed and all I can hope for are consequences to actions made. Doesn't sound very happy, but maybe when this whole thing is OVER, we can feel some peace and not have it brought up every few weeks with a phone call :-) Thanks for reading....happy Tuesday all.
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