Type A Influenza diagnosis today...David in the ER in New Mexico with the same things because HE didn't get t flu shot this year....Joel got the nasal mist one, but Connor and I got the shot. LONG day...few happy moments, but here they are
Spending time with the kiddos reading stories, giving back rubs and kisses, and being a mommy who was needed very much....not always going to happen.
Having a member of our congregation bring us dinner (David is their home teacher and they asked if they could bring us dinner while he is out of town all week) I am so glad I said yes they could, because I was not emotionally or physically able to do it tonight.
Today is almost over, David only has maybe an hour of waiting time left for the ER until he can get his Tamiflu and hopefully feel better, and I can get a GOOD night sleep! It was an emotional day. When I am not the one with the physical problems, I have to multitask and take care of everyone else. I would rather be the one in the bed. I have a disease that does not allow for stress or severe emotional ups and downs, so even in times of trial I have to keep a steady constant. It is a good thing, but I would really like to just break down and cry and say "I want MY mommy" there....have a happy night all....Tomorrow is another day :-)
Spending time with the kiddos reading stories, giving back rubs and kisses, and being a mommy who was needed very much....not always going to happen.
Having a member of our congregation bring us dinner (David is their home teacher and they asked if they could bring us dinner while he is out of town all week) I am so glad I said yes they could, because I was not emotionally or physically able to do it tonight.
Today is almost over, David only has maybe an hour of waiting time left for the ER until he can get his Tamiflu and hopefully feel better, and I can get a GOOD night sleep! It was an emotional day. When I am not the one with the physical problems, I have to multitask and take care of everyone else. I would rather be the one in the bed. I have a disease that does not allow for stress or severe emotional ups and downs, so even in times of trial I have to keep a steady constant. It is a good thing, but I would really like to just break down and cry and say "I want MY mommy" there....have a happy night all....Tomorrow is another day :-)
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